From "The Metamorphosis" - anthology.
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As all this was running through his mind at top speed without his being able to decide to leave his bed—the alarm clock had just struck a quarter to seven—therecame a cautious tap at the door behind the head of his bed.
'Gregor,' said a voice—it was his mother's—'it's a quarter to seven.
Hadn't you a train to catch?' Thatgentle voice! Gregor had a shock as he heard his own voice answering hers, unmistakably his own voice, it was true, but with a persistent horrible twittering squeakbehind it like an undertone, that left the words in their clear shape only for the first moment and then rose up reverberating round them to destroy their sense, so thatone could not be sure one had heard them rightly.
Gregor wanted to answer at length and explain everything, but in the circumstances he confined himself to saying:'Yes, yes, thank you, Mother, I'm getting up now.' The wooden door between them must have kept the change in his voice from being noticeable outside, for hismother contented herself with this statement and shuffled away.
Yet this brief exchange of words had made the other members of the family aware that Gregor wasstill in the house, as they had not expected, and at one of the side doors his father was already knocking, gently, yet with his fist.
'Gregor, Gregor,' he called, 'what'sthe matter with you?' And after a little while he called again in a deeper voice: 'Gregor! Gregor!' At the other side door his sister was saying in a low, plaintive tone:'Gregor? Aren't you well? Are you needing anything?' He answered them both at once: 'I'm just ready,' and did his best to make his voice sound as normal as possibleby enunciating the words very clearly and leaving long pauses between them.
So his father went back to his breakfast, but his sister whispered: 'Gregor, open thedoor, do.' However, he was not thinking of opening the door, and felt thankful for the prudent habit he had acquired in traveling of locking all doors during the night,even at home.
His immediate intention was to get up quietly without being disturbed, to put on his clothes and above all eat his breakfast, and only then to consider what else was tobe done, since in bed, he was well aware, his meditations would come to no sensible conclusion.
He remembered that often enough in bed he had felt small aches andpains, probably caused by awkward postures, which had proved purely imaginary once he got up, and he looked forward eagerly to seeing this morning's delusionsgradually fall away.
That the change in his voice was nothing but the precursor of a severe chill, a standing ailment of commercial travelers, he had not the leastpossible doubt.
To get rid of the quilt was quite easy; he had only to inflate himself a little and it fell off by itself.
But the next move was difficult, especially because he was souncommonly broad.
He would have needed arms and hands to hoist himself up; instead he had only the numerous little legs which never stopped waving in alldirections and which he could not control in the least.
When he tried to bend one of them it was the first to stretch itself straight; and did he succeed at last in makingit do what he wanted, all the other legs meanwhile waved the more wildly in a high degree of unpleasant agitation.
'But what's the use of lying idle in bed,' saidGregor to himself.
He thought that he might get out of bed with the lower part of his body first, but this lower part, which he had not yet seen and of which he could form no clearconception, proved too difficult to move; it shifted so slowly; and when finally, almost wild with annoyance, he gathered his forces together and thrust out recklessly,he had miscalculated the direction and bumped heavily against the lower end of the bed, and the stinging pain he felt informed him that precisely this lower part of hisbody was at the moment probably the most sensitive.
So he tried to get the top part of himself out first, and cautiously moved his head towards the edge of the bed.
That proved easy enough, and despite its breadth andmass the bulk of his body at last slowly followed the movement of his head.
Still, when he finally got his head free over the edge of the bed he felt too scared to go onadvancing, for after all if he let himself fall in this way it would take a miracle to keep his head from being injured.
And at all costs he must not lose consciousnessnow, precisely now; he would rather stay in bed.
But when after a repetition of the same efforts he lay in his former position again, sighing, and watched his little legs struggling against each other more wildly thanever, if that were possible, and saw no way of bringing any order into this arbitrary confusion, he told himself again that it was impossible to stay in bed and that themost sensible course was to risk everything for the smallest hope of getting away from it.
At the same time he did not forget meanwhile to remind himself that coolreflection, the coolest possible, was much better than desperate resolves.
In such moments he focused his eyes as sharply as possible on the window, but,unfortunately, the prospect of the morning fog, which muffled even the other side of the narrow street, brought him little encouragement and comfort.
'Seven o'clockalready,' he said to himself when the alarm clock chimed again, 'seven o'clock already and still such a thick fog.' And for a little while he lay quiet, breathing lightly,as if perhaps expecting such complete repose to restore all things to their real and normal condition.
From 'The Metamorphosis' from Franz Kafka: The Collected Stories, by Franz Kafka, translated by Edwin and Willa Muir.
Copyright © 1946, 1947, 1948, 1949, 1954, 1958, 1971 by Schocken Books, Inc.
Used by permission of Schocken Books, published by Pantheon Books, a division of Random House, Inc..
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