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« you doing to me, Madison?! Making me all soft and shit! I'm never like this.

I don't need a girl, I don't want one! Why the fuck do I feel this way! It isn't normal.

Fuck, man, you're 18! I'm 40! I'm not supposed to be thinking about you like that! I can be your dad for gods sake!"Thinking about me? I think about you all the time.

Those feelings? I don't know why I have them either, Marshall.

You're not only, you're never alone.

Age? It's just a fucking number!"What are you talking about?""What am I talking about?! I'm talking about all these cheezy motherfucking ass feelings! I never smile, yet you make me smile.

I sound so gay right now.

Everytime I see you...

I wish I could kiss you and just uggh," He groaned, making me gape at him.

I just made, Marshall Bruce Mathers III, groan!?! Heaven, I tell you, heaven."Marshall," I whispered.

Oh god...

Oh god...

What am I doing?! DON'T! "I have feelings for you too." Well shit.Marshall's eyes snapped up and stared intensly in mine.

Noone talked, noone moved.

His eyes traveled down my body as he stepped forward.

Holy mother....

Before I knew what was happening, his pulled me up forcefully smashing his lips to mine.

My mind wanted to explode, but my body took advantage of it.

I pressed into him as he layed me back down on my bed.

Still staring at me, his hands roamed my body as he kissed along my neck making me inhale a breath.

God this felt so fucking...

Just so good.My eyes closed as his touch and kisses became more rough.

Several moans left my mouth as his hands slid under my shirt.

Right before his hand reached my breasts, he jumped off of me with wide eyes."I'm... I'm sorry.

What the fuck am I doing?!" My bedroom door slamming took me out of my shocked state.

Quickly running downstairs, calling after him, I heard a car door slam.

Looking out the window, I seen his car drive off.*********************"Bro, something wrong?" Nathan asked, taking a seat next to me in the studio.

I shook my head and shrugged as if saying 'nothing'.

Nathan shook his head at me, not believing my lie or excuse.

I sighed at put my head on my hands.All I can think about is Madison! She's stuck in my head! I have to stay away from her, it'll be for the best.

I mean, she's my daughters best friend!Damn....

I'm fucked..."Look man, whatever it is, it's really bothering you.

After we left from Madison's place, you've been acting weird.

I'm not gonna bug you because I know if it bothers you too much you'll do something about it," Nathan patted my back and left the studio.Why the fuck does he have to be so god damn right?! Ughhh! Everything's so fucking complicated!Tossing my notebook on the table, I made my way downstairs.

Needa check up on my babies. Swinging the door to Lanie's room open, I noticed all the books and papers scattered across her floor."What are. »